Thought for the day

I did not have a single Sugar Free Red Bull yesterday. That may explain the slight headache. It's a strange feeling, and I will have to make up for it today! Haha!

Loves!

The day has finally arrived!

Mikey will be here in approximately 5 hours! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

I will post more of our adventures when they are over!

House of Pain

I have both kittens now, and while I thought they were adjusting nicely, I am slowly figuring out that they're not. Mozzarella hisses and hides. It is absolutely breaking my heart. She was so cute and cuddly 18 hours ago. I'm sure she's nervous and trying to get adjusted, but Cheddar and I have so much fun together, I just want her to have fun and cuddle and play with us too! Her eye does look sooooo much better, and I wonder if she's mad at me because I put the medication in her eye. I have to put more medication in, and I'm afraid she's going to bite me or something! *side note: Cheddar just got stuck in some curtains, and his weight pulled them forward, so he was dangling...cutest thing ever* So, I'm going to hang around the homefront today for a bit, so I can try to get everyone adjusted and functioning normally. This picture is from happier times, yesterday afternoon. Although, Mozzie keeps crawling around my Coach purse, so we know she has good taste!

For some reason I am still in contact with Eric. I think I am a bit sadistic that I want to know he hurts just as much as he hurt me. Actually, I want to know that he hurts more. He cheated and lied throughout our entire relationship, so my memory lane walk lately isn't all that positive. It's full of questioning everything that was ever said or done, you know? And I know that there will be a day, and probably very soon, that I don't have any contact with him. And then it will be two..three...you get the picture. He will realize that I'm not that cool, and he doesn't want to win me back, so I guess I'm just using the fact the he does and incorporating it into my healing process. Whether it's right or wrong makes no difference, because I'm an adult and can make those decisions for myself. I guess I'm just naive, because I honestly thought that people could not do this to each other, or could not do it to me once they got to know me. I would NEVER in a million years do this to anyone, and I thought that was a pretty transparent feature about myself. So, recently I'm all about the processing and trying to figure out where I want to go next. Hawaii is sounding pretty good...

Oh man, I did it again!

I was at the store, and I still forgot to buy the stupid dental floss! How could I be so stupid?!

Kitty Update

Mozzarella needs to go to the vet for her eye. The lady said I could have brought her home, but I'm not a very savy caregiver, so I said that I would come and get her in the next few days, after her visit. Her eye looks awful, and I know she just needs to get out of the shelter and into my warm, safe home. I was holding her and she wasn't squirmish or scared at all; in fact, it was like she knew she was with the person who loved her most!

Cheddar is adapting well. He's been exploring, and the dust in his whiskers is too cute for words. I can't find my USB cord, but as soon as I do, there will be pictures posted. Beware!!!!

My house seems lively with the new addition, and I can't wait to bring home my other little one!

Oh, and thanks for reading Sarah P!!! Let me know when you become a blogger and I will become a long-time listener!

My new additions!

Here they are! The black and white spunky one is Mozzarella, and the gray regal looking one is Cheddar. I am going to have my hands full, and I can't wait!

On a lighter note

#1 I am almost done with my current thing of dental floss. I have hated it since the moment I used it, and I don't know why I just didn't shell out the $2 for a new one. So, I will be making a new purchase sometime in the near futue.
#2 My house is now kitten ready-all I need are the little ones! Tomorrow is the big day, I become a parent of two! While buying all of their supplies I also bought approximately $150 in new bedding..retail therapy anyone?
#3 I watched Stomp the Yard-and loved it! The lead is absolutely gorgeous, and I can't wait to watch the extras. In fact, I think I'll do that now before Jeffrey's game!
#4 I forgot to buy US Weekly this week...I think I'm slipping in my old age. Don't worry-I will pick it up tonight since I also forgot to get a pooper scooper for Mozzie and Cheddar.
#5 I'll be okay everyone, don't worry about me. I've been through worse, remember?

Love to all!

*Insert any dirty word you can imagine*

Yep, that's exactly what I want to scream at the top of my lungs. Stop lying!!!!!!!!!!! Who do you think you are? When you're caught, you're caught. Be a man, fess up, apologize, and let's move on with our lives. There is nothing left to save! How many times have I told you this? You cheated, you're caught, move on....

If I have to change my phone number, I'll be very upset.

September 12, 1956

That was the day that Julie Ann Chvojicek came into this world.

June 8, 2006
That was the day she left it.

The 49 years inbetween can't be summed up by any amount of words, so I won't try. But, I do want my mom to know that I think about her all the time, I miss her like crazy, and I love her even more.

I second Tianna's motion that sometimes it feels like a dream. The urge to go to my parent's house is so strong at times that it makes me want to go the furthest place away from it, just so the option isn't even available. Those that know me can attest to this urge, because they've seen me run, they've seen me move. Maybe they didn't understand the reasons, but hopefully they do now.

I have come to realize that just because I'm an adult, it doesn't mean I still don't need my parents. I tried to do everything I could for them in their last days, when really I just wanted them to hug me and tell me it was going to be all right. While still honoring their memories is an important part of my life, what happens when the only people around me with memories of them are very few? Will they understand my needing and wanting to have private time, or needing to be around people because otherwise I will just sit by myself and cry? It's a weird feeling to have, and not one that I will ever fully understand myself.

I know that my mom would have loved turning 51 today. I would have taken her out to eat; we probably would have gone to the Hitching Post, or maybe made the big trek into the Dells for something else. I would have tried to do somethng special for her. She would have loved it. No matter what, my mother always made me feel loved and I wish that I could have spent more time with her. And I hope she knows I loved her just as much, if not more, than she loved me. I'm so glad that the last words we ever spoke to each other were "I love you".

Happy Birthday Mom. Don't worry, I'll sing it in my head for you!

We got her guys!

Here is the link to one of my favorite peeps! Keep the blogs a coming Kel!

http://heuerhouse.blogspot.com/

Different day, same story

Seriously, my eyes have been burning like hell all day, and I don't know why. I even got about 7 or 8 hours of sleep last night! Maybe I'm allergic to sleep. If that is true, God is playing one messed up trick on me. He would be taking everything important away from me! Well, Tianna and my friends and family would be left, but that's it. And yes, that's enough!

Honestly though, today was just a different day, same story kind of a day. The last week or so has been to tell you the truth. I have actually felt kind of lazy, and I'm gearing up to start filling up my calendar once again. I have felt in kind of a rut, but it's going to be over in.....NOW.

So, to end this blog, today is a different day and hopefully an exciting story! Check back often!

Pork Chops and Applesauce

So that is now 2 blogs with no comments. Sad. I don't have a need to be popular...I've just always been popular. Nah, just playin'. But, seriously Ti-I said I would leave an actual blog when I got an actual comment from you.

Now go!

Yeah, what she said!

Tianna was so wonderful to have posted a blog about my kitchen, and even included pictures! So, since I don't even know how to do that, I will leave a link for all interested parties!

http://tiannarowe.blogspot.com/