Day 2

So, I went back on the Southbeach diet, as I have let my body slip (again) and I need to get myself back into fighting form. Not necessairly for anything specific, although I react better to that, so I've given myself the goal of looking good in my bridesmaids dress for Tianna's wedding. I have already gotten the "No carb" headache and the "No carb" tinny taste in my mouth, so it seems to be taking. Haha! I don't know how else to describe that. But, I hope to start to notice some new energy in the next couple of days, and if my pants fight just a little bit better, that's all the more motivation for me!

Times are really sucky right now, but I figured out that I can control what happens to me and how I react to things. No more turning to comforts for comfort. I need to be more proactive, more of a doer in my personal life, because as it stands, professionally I do everything and anything asked of me, go above and beyond, but that affects my personal life and it shouldn't. I've always said that I only work to live, not live to work, and maybe my actions aren't actually showing that that is how I feel.

I will keep everyone posted on this...not that anyone else cares, but maybe it will just simply help me to write about it as well? We'll see! Haha!