Good-bye clothes-see you in April!

So, I'm at a crossroads in my life. I know that I want more, but what do I want? When you're driven to be successful but can't choose what to be successful at, sometimes that is a bit tough I suppose. I'm being elusive for a reason, and I will have to stay that way for a bit longer. Some may understand, and it's really not a big deal, but I'm just not ready to talk about it at this point. And I don't know enough about it to talk about yet! I work for a company that pays for tuition (probably 50% or something, I haven't looked into it too hard yet), but only if it correlates to your position. There are no degrees in Meetings Management unless I want an associates degree...I already have a BA. I am thinking about looking into mediation for the simple fact that it's a good skill to have and something I think I would excel at. It would take me far, no matter what I choose to do.

This gets me thinking: I am a fair person. I have never given up on anyone that has ever meant a lot to me, and I can put up with a lot. When it comes down to it, my bark is way worse than my bite. I get very frustrated at people judging me and pigeon-holing me, when all I want is those around me to be happy. But, I also want myself to be happy, so sometimes that becomes a thin line to walk. There are a lot of people from my past that if they phoned me tomorrow, I would help them out. Even if we haven't spoken in 10 years or more. It's just frustrating because I don't know if people know this about me or not. I don't wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am a sensitve person. Ugh. I'm over thinking about it, I don't want to go there right now.

On a lighter note, I am switching from summer to winter in terms of my wardrobe. The only thing about my apartment is the lack of closet space, so now I am forced to do this. I like looking at all of my belongings, I don't think anything should have to go in tubs for a season or two! But, I am in love with my apartment so I will have to do it!

Everyone in Milwaukee is doing great. The kittens got some shots yesterday-I left the room. If I ever get the privilege to be a mom, I don't know how I will deal with all of that! The lady administering the shots even made fun of me! I watched that new show "Samantha Who" tonight-I actually liked it. I just find it hard to stick to a show because I never remember when it's on! So, now: Mondays = Samantha Who. I will repeat that ten times over every day for the next week...

All right, love to all. Rowe Out.